so, i've been wallowing around lately sleeping badly and feeling beat and sad and burnt out and otherwise bleah.
the wonderful-as-always
clauclauclaudia made a very astute point that i'd missed from the view from inside my head, which is that i have spent nearly all of this year, up until very recently, staggering between various crises, deadlines (personal and work), and personal injuries/illness. this
would explain why i'm feeling kind of burnt out, i guess. (and prior to that, there was a bunch of claudia-related stress in my life that had been at a lower level than most of this stuff but certainly had gone on for much longer.)
NO WONDER MY BLOOD PRESSURE HAS BEEN RISING. (speaking of which, next week i go see the dr to see how the low level bp drug has been working with my elevated blood pressure. same day: mammogram, to help ensure that if i get the trifecta of chick-cancer, i catch it early.)