dream fragment

[rmd]

i laid down to nap a bit in lieu of amputating my head to make my ear pain stop, and i had a weird dream fragment, where i was wandering around with two former girlfriends (one from a short relationship followed by a very long friendship, the other someone i dated for a couple of years and haven't really talked to since) who were part of the same social circle. i just remember that it was some sort of a reunion thing. there were things going on that made me feel all disquieted, and other things that were okay. but mostly i woke up feeling adrift and on edge.