applying the wire brush of perspective...

[rmd]

so, i've been freaking out for part of today because my attempt to write a 5-7 page paper for my class has turned into a complete throwback to my previous kind of ADD-style study habits. i've been doing okay until now, and all of a sudden, when it moves from 'discuss' and 'read' to 'research and write', it's like NAILING JELLO TO THE FUCKING WALL. and then we had two rounds of monsoon. and then, i went downstairs to grab some big trash bags and i had a whole nother round of freakout because my basement had water in it (no higher than it's been in past floods - the sump pump was running but utterly overwhelmed). and i couldn't find the trash bags. and my house is a pit. and and and. *rmd flails around*

so, i went upstairs and had a moment of meltdown at clauclauclaudia. she asked if i'd seen the tree across the street. the what?

a very large tree (largest on the street, i think) across the street had come down on the two houses next to it. the powertool noises i'd been vaguely aware of were people chainsawing it apart. the damage was pretty much as minimal as could be hoped, considering -- had it fallen in any other direction, there would be damaged cars, or it would have taken down all the power/comm lines for the street.

but man, way to go, universe! that, right there, is how to serve up a big serving of perspective for me.

having finished my freakout and had a nice glass of water, i'm feeling much better. plus, a tree didn't fall on my house, so things could be much worse.

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[pale-chartreuse.livejournal.com]

If you ever need someone to talk you down, give me a buzz. As the only attention surplus (is that a term?) person in my household, I'm getting pretty good at it. I can't help with math at your level, but writing is no problem. You might also want to look at the Dragon Naturally Speaking software. I've found that almost any dictation format works best for J. All I need to do is keep up the prompts with "tell me the story" and "explain it to me".